I thought everything will turn out to be alright. But it jus happen to be so unlucky for me.
The reality just started to sink in slowly for me. I will be going to be a mortar spec at 46 SAR in Gedong Camp.
Haiz. So dread of the super duper long journey from the east to the west. And taking bus to a very ulu camp out in nowhere.
Gotta miss all my frenz in Artillery Institute. Still remember the 1st time i came to AI without a single friend In just 2 months, we bonded very well with each other.
i like Jaryl. He's always behaving like a kid. But at least chatting with him dun feel so stressed in this political society. at least i noe that he is innocent.
And one of my best buddy in AI, he's gonna stay as an instructor. A better life i suppose. Somehow the legendary "3 musketeers" with another good frenz are jus gonna splitted up like this.
Its not how xiong the unit and training will be, but rather is the ppl u are training with. that's wad it matters.
Somehow when the posting is out, i felt the way i felt it when i got retained and when i felt so lost. Everything is in a mess. Plus family went overseas. i felt so lonely. Its like i am left alone in this world. No family. No friends. Only regimental duty and NS to serve. Should i really be icyblooded and stay away from everyone so i wont be that depressed?
After 6 months of serving NS, time really crawls slowly. This 2 years of life will definitely be a new learning experience for me. But somehow or rather, it seems pointless at the same time. It brings about nothing except more unfortunate events and depression for NSF.
I thought everything will turn out to be alright. But it jus happen to be so unlucky for me.
The reality just started to sink in slowly for me. I will be going to be a mortar spec at 46 SAR in Gedong Camp.
Haiz. So dread of the super duper long journey from the east to the west. And taking bus to a very ulu camp out in nowhere.
Gotta miss all my frenz in Artillery Institute. Still remember the 1st time i came to AI without a single friend In just 2 months, we bonded very well with each other.
i like Jaryl. He's always behaving like a kid. But at least chatting with him dun feel so stressed in this political society. at least i noe that he is innocent.
And one of my best buddy in AI, he's gonna stay as an instructor. A better life i suppose. Somehow the legendary "3 musketeers" with another good frenz are jus gonna splitted up like this.
Its not how xiong the unit and training will be, but rather is the ppl u are training with. that's wad it matters.
Somehow when the posting is out, i felt the way i felt it when i got retained and when i felt so lost. Everything is in a mess. Plus family went overseas. i felt so lonely. Its like i am left alone in this world. No family. No friends. Only regimental duty and NS to serve. Should i really be icyblooded and stay away from everyone so i wont be that depressed?
After 6 months of serving NS, time really crawls slowly. This 2 years of life will definitely be a new learning experience for me. But somehow or rather, it seems pointless at the same time. It brings about nothing except more unfortunate events and depression for NSF.
Depression
