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Understanding
Saturday, February 14, 2009


Somehow i just thought that it will be nicer
for everyone to be a little understanding towards the army guys.

Afterall to me, its really forking out precious 2 yrs for the country.
and its really not easy.

its just that i was carrying my heavy daffel bag home.
The strap is so uncomfortable and causing much pain to the shoulders.
That's y i wouldnt even thought of going anywhere else.
Thoughts of hiring taxi even came to my mind.

Then when i was crossing the road,
its apparently that the traffic lights is for the pedestrian to cross but
if din press the button,
for some reason it wont turn green.
But i have been crossing the road for years in my life,
unless the traffic system changed during the last 6 days.

And i was focusing on getting my daffel bag across the road
that i din see that the lights remain as red
and i was honked by the bus driver turning over.
i noe that there's rules on the road.
but wont there be exceptions based on the knowledge of the road and understanding of Ns men?
i had crawled and marched in the morning and i am sweating all over without bathing for the last few days and booking out is super rush. Really very shagged.

Perhaps i am really asking too much.
everyone just has to go thru this stage.
Going army aint really that a big deal as it seems perhaps.

just thought that i should have called her.
was kinda disappointed that i din receive any msg after the call on sun.
just tot that there'll be some sort of welcoming back or jiayous type of msg.
I am still so passive as usual.
but it seems like i have missed my chance again.

Everything is so rush.
When we gotten the hp, the nx time i know i am on the ferry and for some reason they dont allow hp on ferry.
i am too tired to think.

The 1st person i wanted to see is my mum.
Read the letter during the field camp
and tears just trickled down silently.
i noe i cried alot.
Just miss her so badly.

Today is the valentine day.
Guess its all alone.

"sarang heyo, i love you with all my life,
annyeong haseyo, hello for the last time,
mian hamnida, sorry i cant be there for you,
coz i am defending my home."


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