Somehow i just thought that it will be nicer for everyone to be a little understanding towards the army guys.
Afterall to me, its really forking out precious 2 yrs for the country. and its really not easy.
its just that i was carrying my heavy daffel bag home. The strap is so uncomfortable and causing much pain to the shoulders. That's y i wouldnt even thought of going anywhere else. Thoughts of hiring taxi even came to my mind.
Then when i was crossing the road, its apparently that the traffic lights is for the pedestrian to cross but if din press the button, for some reason it wont turn green. But i have been crossing the road for years in my life, unless the traffic system changed during the last 6 days.
And i was focusing on getting my daffel bag across the road that i din see that the lights remain as red and i was honked by the bus driver turning over. i noe that there's rules on the road. but wont there be exceptions based on the knowledge of the road and understanding of Ns men? i had crawled and marched in the morning and i am sweating all over without bathing for the last few days and booking out is super rush. Really very shagged.
Perhaps i am really asking too much. everyone just has to go thru this stage. Going army aint really that a big deal as it seems perhaps.
just thought that i should have called her. was kinda disappointed that i din receive any msg after the call on sun. just tot that there'll be some sort of welcoming back or jiayous type of msg. I am still so passive as usual. but it seems like i have missed my chance again.
Everything is so rush. When we gotten the hp, the nx time i know i am on the ferry and for some reason they dont allow hp on ferry. i am too tired to think.
The 1st person i wanted to see is my mum. Read the letter during the field camp and tears just trickled down silently. i noe i cried alot. Just miss her so badly.
Today is the valentine day. Guess its all alone.
"sarang heyo, i love you with all my life, annyeong haseyo, hello for the last time, mian hamnida, sorry i cant be there for you, coz i am defending my home."
Field Camp... Its definitely an experience to have.
Completely Shagged after i book out. Coz have alot of leopard and back crawl.
i thought i had alot to complain about the unhappy events and to vent it all out on this blog. But when i reached home, i realise that it doesnt matter anymore.
There's no hygiene. No rest. Not enough sleep. No electricity. No phone. No toilet. Quite low morale. Had some cuts from vine but i am lucky not to get bites from sand flies.
Started to appreciate every single little things that i missed out. Even a simple bed looks so comfortable. But when i reach home, nothing much needs to be said. Tears just welled up. That's the moment, that i knew that i am really safe at home. No where in this world can be compared to the safest and comfortable home. That's for sure. I wont be wrong this time round. I am sure.
i will be having field camp nx week le. Imagine living in a jungle is really not a fun thing. no electricity no hp no bed. so back to the past life is never easy for people living in the city. nevertheless, it will definitely be a tough training to prove to be a soldier (positive mindset..)
i will be booking out on sat. yes, the v-day. wonder how will it be to be spending it alone.
Cant seem to be able to find simple plan song de mv on youtube =(
Felt so unloved and redundant.
She'll definitely be happier on such occasion while me will only be saddier. Hope that its really forever for her. Haiz...
Somehow i just thought that it will be nicer for everyone to be a little understanding towards the army guys.
Afterall to me, its really forking out precious 2 yrs for the country. and its really not easy.
its just that i was carrying my heavy daffel bag home. The strap is so uncomfortable and causing much pain to the shoulders. That's y i wouldnt even thought of going anywhere else. Thoughts of hiring taxi even came to my mind.
Then when i was crossing the road, its apparently that the traffic lights is for the pedestrian to cross but if din press the button, for some reason it wont turn green. But i have been crossing the road for years in my life, unless the traffic system changed during the last 6 days.
And i was focusing on getting my daffel bag across the road that i din see that the lights remain as red and i was honked by the bus driver turning over. i noe that there's rules on the road. but wont there be exceptions based on the knowledge of the road and understanding of Ns men? i had crawled and marched in the morning and i am sweating all over without bathing for the last few days and booking out is super rush. Really very shagged.
Perhaps i am really asking too much. everyone just has to go thru this stage. Going army aint really that a big deal as it seems perhaps.
just thought that i should have called her. was kinda disappointed that i din receive any msg after the call on sun. just tot that there'll be some sort of welcoming back or jiayous type of msg. I am still so passive as usual. but it seems like i have missed my chance again.
Everything is so rush. When we gotten the hp, the nx time i know i am on the ferry and for some reason they dont allow hp on ferry. i am too tired to think.
The 1st person i wanted to see is my mum. Read the letter during the field camp and tears just trickled down silently. i noe i cried alot. Just miss her so badly.
Today is the valentine day. Guess its all alone.
"sarang heyo, i love you with all my life, annyeong haseyo, hello for the last time, mian hamnida, sorry i cant be there for you, coz i am defending my home."
Field Camp... Its definitely an experience to have.
Completely Shagged after i book out. Coz have alot of leopard and back crawl.
i thought i had alot to complain about the unhappy events and to vent it all out on this blog. But when i reached home, i realise that it doesnt matter anymore.
There's no hygiene. No rest. Not enough sleep. No electricity. No phone. No toilet. Quite low morale. Had some cuts from vine but i am lucky not to get bites from sand flies.
Started to appreciate every single little things that i missed out. Even a simple bed looks so comfortable. But when i reach home, nothing much needs to be said. Tears just welled up. That's the moment, that i knew that i am really safe at home. No where in this world can be compared to the safest and comfortable home. That's for sure. I wont be wrong this time round. I am sure.
i will be having field camp nx week le. Imagine living in a jungle is really not a fun thing. no electricity no hp no bed. so back to the past life is never easy for people living in the city. nevertheless, it will definitely be a tough training to prove to be a soldier (positive mindset..)
i will be booking out on sat. yes, the v-day. wonder how will it be to be spending it alone.
Cant seem to be able to find simple plan song de mv on youtube =(
Felt so unloved and redundant.
She'll definitely be happier on such occasion while me will only be saddier. Hope that its really forever for her. Haiz...
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