Hmm i been having this skin issue lately. No, not my skin but rather the blogskin. I like this skin v much but somehow the navigations arent really up to my desirable standard. As in i wish to have lots of widgets on my personal blog. Like a personal Music Player. Some countdown to my ORD date. Or other interesting widgets.
Hmm been scouting for a desirable skin but to no avail. Cant seem to find the right kind that can allow you to navigate away but keep the other stuff. Or perhaps i am a newbie in this area.
Maybe i can customise my own personal skin. A cool background with cool colour. With some words like " IcyBlooded" Ok, i guess i am getting narcissistic.
This year, i had a wonderful dinner and recieved a great gift.
A unique christmas i must say. A mixed feeling on this special day. Happy or sad? Just 2 basic emotions but i duno what to feel.
Christmas. A special day with special someone.
This year's christmas. It's definitely a different experience for me. So much different. I have been through a sweet one. And now this is one of the downs i should be experiencing. Not every day is Sunday i guess.
Her Blog has invited envy to it. Lots and lots of envy. Yes. Definitely. Perhaps she's happier now. I should be glad for her. Merry Christmas.
Its so meaningful. Allow me to quote.
"I guess what I'm trying to sat is that I have reasons to believe that as much as you love someone,it doesn't necessarily mean you are right for each other. As much as you're waiting for this perfect time that will never come, you are not meant to be. I will go on in my life knowing that this beautiful being has entered and left my life."
That's so true ba. Perhaps i am slowly getting the meaning of it.
I shouldnt be stubborn any further. I should go on with my life. A quirkyalone i should be. Insomnia again i guess. Dont tell me to let it out. I have no more tears left.
I've not been a good boy this year. Perhaps Santa will pass me by.
I am really admiring his optimism despite the adversities. Live hard and stay strong ok? i am always your supporter. lolx. been watching his show as Ah Bee since young.
Yay, its merry christmas le. Hmm, actually its just a simple day like normal. decided to change the bloggie skin on this special occasion. Hmm, linkie..like not much friends. just typing this blog with not alot of readers. Though was very curious to know who the Anonymous is.
Hmm, didn't sleep much today. So fast its 23 le. tml will be xmas eve and so is my enlistment date which is just around the corner. So wish to have a memorable xmas before going in.
Hmm, that day when having dinner with my relatives, we were talking about ns stuff. lolz, my cousins said they will drive to over to see me and then laugh at me and drive off. then i was like =_= lolz, they say when u have endured NS, u will do that - laughing at others who are still in NS. Perhaps so. Then they may throw a farewell dinner =) So looking forward to it.lolz.
Long time no exercise. Stamina is currently at the lowest point tried to run and swim but not much motivation.
Will it be fun in NS? Will it be tough? Will i get along well with others? Lots of question unanswered...
I have insomnia again. Wonder if things are really getting that serious. i just wanted to have a good sleep at night. But when i close my eyes, it's the same thing over and over again. When will it stop? When will there be no more haunting dreams? When will i back to normal? So many thing on my mind...
Yesterday night popped a flu pill Slept quite well Woke up relatively early today. Should start to train up when i recover.
hmm went over to Clarke Quay with my family today. Ate at Chen Fu Ji restaurant. Lolz, $25 fried rice. Then went over to Liang's Court to browse at the furniture.
Thanks for the support u have given me all along. Perhaps all these are retributions i have been a sinner. i'll be fine now i guess. yea i noe my health is deteriorating. hopefully i can build up my health and survive ns despite the death cases.
Today was an exhausting day. walked from suntec to raffles city and back. though its nothing, perhaps its considered a feat to someone who dont go out so often recently hopefully i can sleep well tonight.
No definite answer but i guess both have their pros and cons
it can be sweet to love someone, but it can be hurtful to see her with another guy
it can be blissful to be loved but...
Perhaps people in their right mind will prefer to be loved. but i jus wish to be able to love someone wholeheartedly without any mistakes though it hurts alot too.
i have lost count of the number of sleepless nights
will there really be 孟婆汤 which can make u forget everything? or will i be so lucky to be met with an accident that just nice make me forget everything?
perhaps i should take a breath outside to stop imagining and not be cooped up in my own room and my own world after all its christmas soon feel like taking a walk to see the christmas tree Last Christmas as a boy...
Today is quite a freezing day. rained a few times. Very cold especially high up here.
At higher altitude, the atmospheric pressure is lower. Thus, it's colder. lolz abit crap. maybe that's why ironman become frozen when he flies too high up
quite bored today. nothing much to do. perhaps should be finding something to do so as to keep myself occupied. haiz.jus wan to forget everything but i am always being reminded of. so fan. so fan. so fan.
Yay! Today is DongBin's birthday went to fish and co to celebrate. lolz din noe the place has a unique way of celebrating. then went on to ps with the remaining eee.turbo in daytona is cheating lolz. hmm then took a bus home.
sidetrack : wonder if kakashi really dying.so sad...
Today woke up early to go over to my ah ma's house cuz today is my ah gong's death anniversary
Hmm, i have never seen him before. wonder what kind of person he is anyway hope he's fine
then i applied for my 1st atm card at bedok yay! i am an adult now le! i have an atm card le! lolz wait until 19 yrs old then have an atm card but i duno how to use =_=
Hmm i been having this skin issue lately. No, not my skin but rather the blogskin. I like this skin v much but somehow the navigations arent really up to my desirable standard. As in i wish to have lots of widgets on my personal blog. Like a personal Music Player. Some countdown to my ORD date. Or other interesting widgets.
Hmm been scouting for a desirable skin but to no avail. Cant seem to find the right kind that can allow you to navigate away but keep the other stuff. Or perhaps i am a newbie in this area.
Maybe i can customise my own personal skin. A cool background with cool colour. With some words like " IcyBlooded" Ok, i guess i am getting narcissistic.
This year, i had a wonderful dinner and recieved a great gift.
A unique christmas i must say. A mixed feeling on this special day. Happy or sad? Just 2 basic emotions but i duno what to feel.
Christmas. A special day with special someone.
This year's christmas. It's definitely a different experience for me. So much different. I have been through a sweet one. And now this is one of the downs i should be experiencing. Not every day is Sunday i guess.
Her Blog has invited envy to it. Lots and lots of envy. Yes. Definitely. Perhaps she's happier now. I should be glad for her. Merry Christmas.
Its so meaningful. Allow me to quote.
"I guess what I'm trying to sat is that I have reasons to believe that as much as you love someone,it doesn't necessarily mean you are right for each other. As much as you're waiting for this perfect time that will never come, you are not meant to be. I will go on in my life knowing that this beautiful being has entered and left my life."
That's so true ba. Perhaps i am slowly getting the meaning of it.
I shouldnt be stubborn any further. I should go on with my life. A quirkyalone i should be. Insomnia again i guess. Dont tell me to let it out. I have no more tears left.
I've not been a good boy this year. Perhaps Santa will pass me by.
I am really admiring his optimism despite the adversities. Live hard and stay strong ok? i am always your supporter. lolx. been watching his show as Ah Bee since young.
Yay, its merry christmas le. Hmm, actually its just a simple day like normal. decided to change the bloggie skin on this special occasion. Hmm, linkie..like not much friends. just typing this blog with not alot of readers. Though was very curious to know who the Anonymous is.
Hmm, didn't sleep much today. So fast its 23 le. tml will be xmas eve and so is my enlistment date which is just around the corner. So wish to have a memorable xmas before going in.
Hmm, that day when having dinner with my relatives, we were talking about ns stuff. lolz, my cousins said they will drive to over to see me and then laugh at me and drive off. then i was like =_= lolz, they say when u have endured NS, u will do that - laughing at others who are still in NS. Perhaps so. Then they may throw a farewell dinner =) So looking forward to it.lolz.
Long time no exercise. Stamina is currently at the lowest point tried to run and swim but not much motivation.
Will it be fun in NS? Will it be tough? Will i get along well with others? Lots of question unanswered...
I have insomnia again. Wonder if things are really getting that serious. i just wanted to have a good sleep at night. But when i close my eyes, it's the same thing over and over again. When will it stop? When will there be no more haunting dreams? When will i back to normal? So many thing on my mind...
Yesterday night popped a flu pill Slept quite well Woke up relatively early today. Should start to train up when i recover.
hmm went over to Clarke Quay with my family today. Ate at Chen Fu Ji restaurant. Lolz, $25 fried rice. Then went over to Liang's Court to browse at the furniture.
Thanks for the support u have given me all along. Perhaps all these are retributions i have been a sinner. i'll be fine now i guess. yea i noe my health is deteriorating. hopefully i can build up my health and survive ns despite the death cases.
Today was an exhausting day. walked from suntec to raffles city and back. though its nothing, perhaps its considered a feat to someone who dont go out so often recently hopefully i can sleep well tonight.
No definite answer but i guess both have their pros and cons
it can be sweet to love someone, but it can be hurtful to see her with another guy
it can be blissful to be loved but...
Perhaps people in their right mind will prefer to be loved. but i jus wish to be able to love someone wholeheartedly without any mistakes though it hurts alot too.
i have lost count of the number of sleepless nights
will there really be 孟婆汤 which can make u forget everything? or will i be so lucky to be met with an accident that just nice make me forget everything?
perhaps i should take a breath outside to stop imagining and not be cooped up in my own room and my own world after all its christmas soon feel like taking a walk to see the christmas tree Last Christmas as a boy...
Today is quite a freezing day. rained a few times. Very cold especially high up here.
At higher altitude, the atmospheric pressure is lower. Thus, it's colder. lolz abit crap. maybe that's why ironman become frozen when he flies too high up
quite bored today. nothing much to do. perhaps should be finding something to do so as to keep myself occupied. haiz.jus wan to forget everything but i am always being reminded of. so fan. so fan. so fan.
Yay! Today is DongBin's birthday went to fish and co to celebrate. lolz din noe the place has a unique way of celebrating. then went on to ps with the remaining eee.turbo in daytona is cheating lolz. hmm then took a bus home.
sidetrack : wonder if kakashi really dying.so sad...
Today woke up early to go over to my ah ma's house cuz today is my ah gong's death anniversary
Hmm, i have never seen him before. wonder what kind of person he is anyway hope he's fine
then i applied for my 1st atm card at bedok yay! i am an adult now le! i have an atm card le! lolz wait until 19 yrs old then have an atm card but i duno how to use =_=
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