Haiz. Its another cruel night. i dont know how many more nights like this can i endure i dont know how much longer can my sanity last. i dont know how long more before i will breakdown i dont know how long more will my life continue i dont know how long can i continue this conversation i dont know how long before my heart stops from beating too fast i dont know wad to do...
What should i do? i will be going bonkers anytime...
No. i cant be hurting others anymore. i'll be fine alone. at least i hope so.
While i was halfway typing for help typing for a listening ear. i changed my mind I brought it all upon myself Its my retribution i deserve it. hopefully i will be fine. i will be fine. i will be fine.
No tears. that's unlike of me Only pain Stabbing pain i could hardly breathe. Perhaps its better this way. i can conceal the pain better at least its not bleeding on the outside. Is that the way to be icyblooded? To be hurt and feel the suffering till there's no other feelings To freeze up all the tears till there's only broken smiles
I wish i could talk to someone. Anyone...
Guess no one is born a Casanova. It takes time, patience and lots of love to be one. Only then there'll be bliss
Haiz. Its another cruel night. i dont know how many more nights like this can i endure i dont know how much longer can my sanity last. i dont know how long more before i will breakdown i dont know how long more will my life continue i dont know how long can i continue this conversation i dont know how long before my heart stops from beating too fast i dont know wad to do...
What should i do? i will be going bonkers anytime...
No. i cant be hurting others anymore. i'll be fine alone. at least i hope so.
While i was halfway typing for help typing for a listening ear. i changed my mind I brought it all upon myself Its my retribution i deserve it. hopefully i will be fine. i will be fine. i will be fine.
No tears. that's unlike of me Only pain Stabbing pain i could hardly breathe. Perhaps its better this way. i can conceal the pain better at least its not bleeding on the outside. Is that the way to be icyblooded? To be hurt and feel the suffering till there's no other feelings To freeze up all the tears till there's only broken smiles
I wish i could talk to someone. Anyone...
Guess no one is born a Casanova. It takes time, patience and lots of love to be one. Only then there'll be bliss
Another Cruel Night
